I have gotten my computer back to limping and am able to make a short post. Its not good. I am stressed to the point of breaking. I feel like I am being stretched to my limits and then some. I know this is good growth but how can it be growth if it is hurting me. I know good pain, and this is not it. How can you grow when you are too tired to stop. The pain should drive me to greater heights and instead it is bringing me to my knees. I am bearing burdens that are 3 times the normal. I can only hope the powder that remains of me can make a comeback.