I do apologize as I have been neglecting my blog. I have needed it many times but life has found a way to grapple with me to make it nih but impossible to get on.

Black Friday is coming, and working retail as i do has made me quite jaded when it comes to holidays. I have dreaded these coming days like a man waiting a jury to come back from trial. These days are worn me down.

I have not had chance to update due to me coming home and failing asleep on my comfortable couch. Weariness has take its toll and pushed me for more sleep. Also, sleep is an escape for me. Its the first sign of true, deep set depression for me.  I must tread carefully. 

I will update as much as I can, for your sake and mine. Work is taking my time so i can’t make promises to update.

Hug a pony my friends.