Emotional pain.

I hate myself sometimes. I have no control of my feelings at times. I see things, people, pictures that are supposed to be cute or funny and I don’t feel that.

I feel terrible.

Case in point, the following picture appeared on social media.

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I understand the point. I know it’s supposed to be funny. It’s a comic. But I don’t feel funny.

I feel pain, sorrow, and sadness.

I hate myself for it because I can’t control it. I feel so sad for him. My heart aches. I hate pain and suffering. I feel it from all different sources. I sympathize with people who are in positions of hurt.

I can’t stop the sudden feeling of dread followed by pain, internal pain.

Hug a pony my friends. I am just too sensitive….

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