I did my best today to put on my best face I could. I am exhausted. I have worked over 40 hours and I haven’t finished my work week. I feel like I am running a fever. I had an early call (actually 2 but I can’t be in two places at once). I am beat down.

But, I did spend some time yesterday with big plush and help me through yesterday and got a nice nights sleep. I went into work and made myself smile. I forced myself to be happy. For once it worked.I managed to get through the whole day.

Now I get to throw myself into bed and pass out.